mmm . nothing special to blog about .

i like someone . but i'm not going to tell anyone who's that 'cept for angeline and john .

i've got no chance to talk to him .

psh . dad comes so early after tuition .

so anyway , me and angeline went to the library after school on friday .

we were supposed to be studying but ended up talking so loud that eveyone looked at us .

maaaaaalunya . but it's still okay because we actually did some homework .

that's good .

i plan to go there again since it's so comfy and it's cold enough .

and and and and and

i'll be seeing him twice a week .

yayyyyy .

i wanted to go parade today with carmen but i dont think mum let .

so i'll just go out maybe after mid-terms ?

definitely .

whoever is not busy and wanna go out after exam can contact me at 109-8765432 .

are you kidding ? i'm not giving my number out here . x]

chao .

i feel not so close with my friends and buddies anymore .

i dont know why .

my school friends are just the same . some has already drifted away due to different classes.

i understand that .

but what i really dont understand is that how come everytime i try and talk to someone new , they totally ignores me . hey , i was just trying to be friendssssssssss .

i dont know if i should continue and try to talk to them or just let it be ?

i think i'm gonna make a few more attempts before giving up .

fair ? yes .

then i shall let them find me . MUAHAHAHAHAH .

no , i'm not that evil . i'll still talk to them .

once in 1000000 years .

yep . x]

Love You XD

I changed our blog song to cheer my dear friend up. Yeah, this song has a party mood to it. And i remembered the first time i was listening to it, i was boogeying like nobody's business. really XD.

Anyway, i was in jj today and the whole Akedemi Fantasia gang was there and i was stunned bt the turn out. I never would've guessed that they HAD SO MANYYY FANSSS!!!!! while squishing through people, i scented a lot of DIFFERENT SMELLS!! most of them were yucky. Sorry to say, but some people just really needs to take a bath one everyday * minimal* Aiyoh, i cannot tahan already la.

Was in jj with Pay Leng and Peng Han today and we were watching water horse. The show was not bad except for the beginning part which was all about military stuff . The ending was okay because in the end the horse got free and travelled out of the lake into the ocean. But, there were numerous parts of the show which looked VERY animated.

Ratings 6/10 =)

P.S i think Chris Brown is cute.

Chow =)

we used to be so close . talking . crapping . laughing . sharing .

but now it seems like we are total strangers .

he used to find me in msn . we talked alot , shared alot , crapped alot .

nowadays i find him and try to have a chat .

but he is not interested in having a convo with me .

it's always hi . that's all .

i feel that the bond that we used to have is now becoming weaker . and weaker .

i hate to see that bond slowly becoming a faded memory .

i hate that i waited a whole week to online and when i finally do , he is not there .

i hate how i use to be there for him and he is no where to be found when i was having problems .

i hate that everytime i see him , i get all excited for no reason .

i hate that i always dream about him eventhough i tell myself not to .

i hate that i always expected alot from him .

i hate that i cared so much for him .

i hate myself for loving him .

i am trying hard to forget about him .

this is tough stuff .

i want to get over him so badly .

but it's just too hard .

i just want us to be good friends . nothing more . nothing less .

psychotic teacher .

bro's birthday is coming up . what should i get him ? i seriously have no idea what to buy for guys . give him cash perhaps ? nahh . yesterday the psychotic chinese teacher scolded me in front of the whole class . i heard she had a fight with the principal . that's why she got angry i suppose . but that doesnt mean she has to scold us . i was totally innocent . well . not totally . but i didnt do anything wrong . pshpshpsh . i was reaaaaaally pissed . my classmates were like 'dont listen to her . she's crazy .' hahaha . they supported me lah . hey , that's what friends are for right ? (: i'll try and tolerate with that psychotic teacher lahhhh . i dont like herrr . other than this , nothing much has happened . my life is boring . hmm . gonna finish my homework . tomorrow . gonna enjoy tonight . FOOD!!!!!!! yum . i'm getting fat . but whatever .