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today,starwalk = tired

i'm so tired.

i cant even open my eyes lor.

but i love today.

so this morning i went starwalk with a bunch of friends.

after that i went for prayer in church.

alot of ppl didnt come.

so me,Joon,Joshua and Ping only.then only came Serene and Jane.

it was nice. i mean the feeling is nice. being able to really pray and really talk to God.

came back at 6.30pm.

so yeah i'm tired.lol.

been out the whole day and my aunts are all here so it'll be even more tiring.

i still have add maths to do. how la you tell me ?

okay fine. i'm just gonna do it later.

much much later.

so i'm going to eat now. bye.

him .

how come guys are just so hard to understand ?

i'm getting a tad bit tired trying to get to know you . and you just comepletely cut me off as if i'm not even there . and you are so anti-social and turn your face away everytime someone tried to talk to you . i mean , what's your problem ? we've talked in msn like a few times so that wont be a problem talking face to face right ? psh . i'm really pissed off . i just wish i had more time to think but heck , school's starting tomorrow . and jee didnt reload for me so that means i cant talk to him or sms that fella . okay . fine . i'll pray for him . hope that God can change him . yep . so yeah . i'll go pray now . bye .

NIki , dont put that picture of us okay .

we'll take a few more then only we'll upload it la okay ?

i'm currently veryveryveryvery bored .

and the people i wanna talk to didnt come online .

OH and it's raining means no Astro .

so what am i supposed to do ?

andAND my mum wont let me go out for the rest of the holidays .

i didnt even go anywhere besides camp . AARGHH .

life's so not fair .

BUT , i'm happy because i've just got a new 'brother' . (:

and i love him very much by the way . :)

so ,

CLAR : thanks for being my brother . although we havent known each other long but i still LOVE YOU . :)

i need a nap .

later .

=)

i haven't been blogging much here nowadays. well, probably because i've been busy with my own one.

So, yeah i'm here to prove that i'm not selfish in only letting Shana revive this blog. Haha, holidays have been alright. Usually, i would feel that the hols would pass so fast. But this timei feel very draggy. I mean it takes almost like a gazillion years for a day to pass.

I wake up in the noon.

Watch some telly

Come online

watch telly again

read books , magazines

come online again

and then go and take a shower.

anyhow
I'm looking forward to going back to school

Oh, and i watched Chronicles Of Narnia Prince Caspian twice. I dont know why but i just cant seem to keep my eyes of that Prince. He's not handsome. He's just dashing and nice to watch. Haha, and i know Shana's crazy over him too aite?? BAHAHAA. this second movie was actually better than the first one with more interesting scenes and a lot of war here and there but its definitely good. Less Of Aslan is seen here but more of Caspian.

OH, DON'T U JUST LOVE HIS ASCENT =)

water games = fun

i'm so happy today .

know why ?

because i got to know a few friends .

okay .

there's Wong Yong Hung , Joel Lai , Shaun , and Ben .

John Boi came too . was like so happy to see the campers from YACF .

i miss them alot . especially John Boi .

ahhhh . miss him .

oh and i got Yong Hung's contact so i'll be dragging him to church la .

hahahaha . evil , i know . x)

oh and we had games today . water games .

it started raining halfway , so everyone just like used the water and splash it on anyone they can find .

it was , without a doubt , the best water game this year .

with friends and everything = perfect , aye ?

too bad some of my friends ddint come .

Clarence , hope you'll spare some time to come to our church la .

and Niki , i really hope you can join us next time .

(:

YACF CAMP

us .

the toilets .

the hall .

our room . the window overlooks the guys dorm .

this is where me , Sze , Jane and Grace slept .

this is where we did our morning exercise .

some of the pictures i grabbed from jane's blog .

YACF camp .

it was , like i said , awesome .

i made heapsa friends there .

among them are CLARENCE , SHAS , GRACE , JONAN , THEO , CHRIS , ABEL and last but not least lil JOHN BOY !

haha .

yeahp . i love them .

oh and i also love my friends there la .

i didnt bring my camera so i couldn't upload any photos .

sorry .

but i promise to get the videos from Jonan and upload it .

my group name is OURLAW PROWLER .

eventhough we didn't win but at least we had fun .

actually the place is more like a kampung campsite .

it has bugs everywhere but it was okay .

i'm so impressed because the commitee did a great job on putting the camp together and making it an experience that we'll never forget .

the prayer is new to me and i didnt know that there's so many people so hungry and desperate for God .

to me , praying is just like closing your eyes and mumble up something then amen .

no , it's about talking to God and thanking Him for eveything he's done for us .

during prayer , everyone was speaking in tounges and cryin out to God , including me .

and Ps BEN is G.R.E.A.T.

the games was heaps fun too , aye ?

we dipped onto the dirty pond during station games .

and ew , we drank water+break+colouring .(Jonan's game)

Theo's game was fun .

but when Jane and me were about to break the record , Shas pulled the vine and i just couldnt gripe it then i just screamed and fell into the mud water . thanks Shas .

there's this game called WHO'S THE GENERAL and we're supposed to fund out who the general is and all .

but we got tortured by the commitee .

haha

and they were making ppl say 'CLARENCE , YOU'RE GAY'

and in the end Theo asked a group to say 'CLARENCE , YOU'RE NOT GAY ANYMORE . I'M SORRY . DONT BE OFFENDED'

hahahahaha . hilarious . and i bet Clarence was enjoying it . :P

almost towards the end of every session , Ps BEN will make an alter calling .

and everytime i went up there and cried my heart out to God .

and on the last day , i finally feel the holy spirit in me . i'll never forget that feeling .

I wanna do a shoutout to a few people .

Theo : thanks for that advice you gave me . i'll never forget it . you're a nice person and i'll never forget what u said to me during the camp . i'll mis you alot and hope i'll get to see you again .

Shas : you've put alot of work and effort into this camp and it turned out beautifully . thanks for everything . I'll miss you alot and i hope to see you again .

Clarence : haha . i know i should eat my dinner . but that time no mood la. thanks . and you're not gay . you never were . :D and you're so friendly . its nice to meet you . will miss you alot . see you soon .

John Lai : you're too cute man . hahaha . just wanna pinch you more and more . love you . p.s. you're the best camper in our group . :)

JANE , ABEL AND CHRIS , you guys are the best teammates ver . thank you so much . i'll miss you guys .

the camp will always be tattooed in my heart forever .

okay i know by now no one will read it cuz it's too long and boring right ?

haha . but i dont care , NICK LIM . :P

actually i wanna write a whole lot more but nahhhh .

think i'll do that in my diary .

okay . i'm done .

Not berserk at all!!

Watched these two movies yesterday. Its been ages since i rebonded with my DvD player. So yeah, finished watching like 2 am in the morning. *yawns super loud*

Deprivation of sleep. Thinking that the holidays would spare me more time to sleeep like 10-12 hours. It just seems that i'm getting less sleep than normal school days. sigh.

This movie is not as scary as the title sounds la. Its just about this cop who finds out about this book called the Death Note . He was feeling uber upset when all the criminals in Japan who deserved to go to jail were released. He just used the book to kill them since the law did not want to punish them. And he got too obsessive and started killing even innocent people. I wouldn't call it a scary movie la.

This movie is darn funny. I was laughing my ass off when i saw this. Haha, the baby would be Shrek and Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt would come out all of a sudden. Then Carmen Electra would be Leonides wife. *some parts were dumb but all the more super hilarious* Bahahahahaha


Chiou =)

new guitar

dad got me a new guitar .

i love daddie . (:

weeeeell , it's not actually mine .

it's for the whole family to use so can still be considered as mine la right . :D

it was like so awesome nice man .

it's black in colour and blabla .

lazy to take a photo and upload it .

but i will la later if i'm not too busy .

butbut i will for JINDER to see . (:

bro just came back from kl and he's doing fine , PRAISE THE LORD .

gave him a super big hug which felt so good .

i love my brothers . (:

will be going to jj later and get some camp supplies .

WOOHOOO .

i'm going camp .

this camp will be awesome with heapsa awesome ppl there .

cant wait .

anyways there's like not much to blog about so i'm out .

later .

Todei

Yes and i had a huge laugh with her today. Yeah, we gave him a Navin as a name. Were actually talking about someone who we didn't actually enjoy our company with. Simply because of the very "mar fan" calls every night and all the random questions asked when talking. Sometimes we wouldn't understand a word he says. No doubt he's nice and sometimes its nice to have a chat but not larr every night with the 1-2 am calls and almost half the conversation its like needle drop silence and waiting for someone to start the conversation ma right??

Yeah, and was thinking on going out on a movie with Rong Tau and Shana tomorrow. Chronicles of Narnia and Prince Caspian. Loads of people said that the prince is charming. Haha, i agree also la but Peter is still the cutest la no doubt because of his a little Jesse Mccartney-ish image. hahahaha =)

I've been spending a lot of time thinking about what to write in this post and its almost 45 minutes already.
And my curry mee awaits me

Toodles XDDDD

Amaran: Jangan kembang Shana! hahaha

Can someone remind me how blessed am i to have Shana Looi. Haha, yes, in times of deep deep sorrows, she's the only one who truly understands and cares.

Recaping my conversation with her on the telephone gave me the assurance that she really loves me. * and mind u i love her twice as much*. I rreally thank God for her existance. Tho, she may seem like just the average girl next door, u may come to find her a mature person and gives advices like she's a doctor graduating with a phD. When u're wet in tears she's just there to comfort u and makes sure u know that she's always there.

Conclusively, i reaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllly love her
LOVING SHANA LOOI MUCHAAA!!!

Sorry guys, but this is just an appreciation post for my best friend :D

examsssssss

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSS !!!

i've got absolutely no mood to study today .

just lazed around lah .

feel like going back to Korea lor.

it's stress-free there and i superduper miss Zhen Wei and Zhen Ning lor .

i bet everyone is studying except me .

i might not be going to church tomorrow .

gotta study .

biooology .

gahhhh .

okay .

jinder , i updated .

hahahah .

NIKI BAI !!!!!! where are you ????!!!!!

after mid-terms better update or else .

mmm . nothing special to blog about .

i like someone . but i'm not going to tell anyone who's that 'cept for angeline and john .

i've got no chance to talk to him .

psh . dad comes so early after tuition .

so anyway , me and angeline went to the library after school on friday .

we were supposed to be studying but ended up talking so loud that eveyone looked at us .

maaaaaalunya . but it's still okay because we actually did some homework .

that's good .

i plan to go there again since it's so comfy and it's cold enough .

and and and and and

i'll be seeing him twice a week .

yayyyyy .

i wanted to go parade today with carmen but i dont think mum let .

so i'll just go out maybe after mid-terms ?

definitely .

whoever is not busy and wanna go out after exam can contact me at 109-8765432 .

are you kidding ? i'm not giving my number out here . x]

chao .

i feel not so close with my friends and buddies anymore .

i dont know why .

my school friends are just the same . some has already drifted away due to different classes.

i understand that .

but what i really dont understand is that how come everytime i try and talk to someone new , they totally ignores me . hey , i was just trying to be friendssssssssss .

i dont know if i should continue and try to talk to them or just let it be ?

i think i'm gonna make a few more attempts before giving up .

fair ? yes .

then i shall let them find me . MUAHAHAHAHAH .

no , i'm not that evil . i'll still talk to them .

once in 1000000 years .

yep . x]

Love You XD

I changed our blog song to cheer my dear friend up. Yeah, this song has a party mood to it. And i remembered the first time i was listening to it, i was boogeying like nobody's business. really XD.

Anyway, i was in jj today and the whole Akedemi Fantasia gang was there and i was stunned bt the turn out. I never would've guessed that they HAD SO MANYYY FANSSS!!!!! while squishing through people, i scented a lot of DIFFERENT SMELLS!! most of them were yucky. Sorry to say, but some people just really needs to take a bath one everyday * minimal* Aiyoh, i cannot tahan already la.

Was in jj with Pay Leng and Peng Han today and we were watching water horse. The show was not bad except for the beginning part which was all about military stuff . The ending was okay because in the end the horse got free and travelled out of the lake into the ocean. But, there were numerous parts of the show which looked VERY animated.

Ratings 6/10 =)

P.S i think Chris Brown is cute.

Chow =)

we used to be so close . talking . crapping . laughing . sharing .

but now it seems like we are total strangers .

he used to find me in msn . we talked alot , shared alot , crapped alot .

nowadays i find him and try to have a chat .

but he is not interested in having a convo with me .

it's always hi . that's all .

i feel that the bond that we used to have is now becoming weaker . and weaker .

i hate to see that bond slowly becoming a faded memory .

i hate that i waited a whole week to online and when i finally do , he is not there .

i hate how i use to be there for him and he is no where to be found when i was having problems .

i hate that everytime i see him , i get all excited for no reason .

i hate that i always dream about him eventhough i tell myself not to .

i hate that i always expected alot from him .

i hate that i cared so much for him .

i hate myself for loving him .

i am trying hard to forget about him .

this is tough stuff .

i want to get over him so badly .

but it's just too hard .

i just want us to be good friends . nothing more . nothing less .

psychotic teacher .

bro's birthday is coming up . what should i get him ? i seriously have no idea what to buy for guys . give him cash perhaps ? nahh . yesterday the psychotic chinese teacher scolded me in front of the whole class . i heard she had a fight with the principal . that's why she got angry i suppose . but that doesnt mean she has to scold us . i was totally innocent . well . not totally . but i didnt do anything wrong . pshpshpsh . i was reaaaaaally pissed . my classmates were like 'dont listen to her . she's crazy .' hahaha . they supported me lah . hey , that's what friends are for right ? (: i'll try and tolerate with that psychotic teacher lahhhh . i dont like herrr . other than this , nothing much has happened . my life is boring . hmm . gonna finish my homework . tomorrow . gonna enjoy tonight . FOOD!!!!!!! yum . i'm getting fat . but whatever .

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

lately , i've been reading the book on LUKE . feel much more closer to God . that feels great . been so busy lately . all the homeworks , tuitions and blablabla . so tired that i slept in school . dont worry , i dont sleep much in school . aiming for A1 in all my subjects during mid term exam . hmm . nothing much to talk about . i dont wanna bore you guys . LOH KAI XIN !!! delete that pict la . so ugly la okay . and joonyang , i'll try to call him to come . havent done much studying today because of too many temptations . arggghhh . think i'm gonna study tomorrow and finish my homework . but i'm also going church dont worry . so tired . gonna have my dinner now .

oh btw , try reading the title . it's nice . and this is not crap , joonyang .

Forgive me bloggieee =DDD

Hello...

Oh my aguifbfsafyusfasbfsuagfasuibvfsviusabflagufiale

This like second post only. Pssssshhhhh =s

Sorry blogg =DDD

Have been awfully busy with school as we had to stay back in school like almost everyday to march and march and march our butts off. Trust me its tiring especially during 2pm in the afternoon. So lethargic and so irksome plus the amount of sweat *haiyo can die lerhhh*

See, thats why i've been praying to God that it would snow. P.s i know it won't happen la but i can have a little imgination right.. XD

SMACKS SHANA IN THE BUTT!!!
She never told me that she was coming for bible knowledge class in my school till the day she was here and i was in the canteen in my friends.

She came up to me and was like '' Hi, Niki!!''
i leapt out and gave her a huge bear hug like i've never seen her in ages. *blushes* What to do, i miss my BFF ma =)))

yes and she went for the class while i was marching in the field. trust me if u see me now i'd be looking like a roasted turkey!! XD yeah, but anyhow sports day is tomorrow so today we had the last marching practice. Hope Crosby wins the marching because we really need the marks BADLY!!! i repeat BADLYY

note:
Why does this certain friendship complicate me. Imagine being close to someone who is nice, out-going and all those stuff. Then suddenly, the persons other friend comes up claiming that u're stealing her away. And then when u distant urself form that person, she doesn't like it and wants to restore the friendship.

HONESTLY THIS SORTA FRIENDSHIP COMPLICATES ME ALOT!!!

anyhow, wish me luck in marching tomorrow. I don't mind a bonquet of flowers as a congratulatory gift

Signing off
NIKI BAI =)

aargh .

I'm sooooo pissed right now . i waited for ONE HOUR when i was supposed to wait for about 20 minutes for my parents . and they were not even coming till i called them the fourth time . dang . called soooo many people that all my credit is used up . greaaat . and Niki was supposed to come but ended up sleeping . should've gone to jusco with Jeremy and Ben laaaa . so pissed . sorry i declined your offer la Jeremy . no $$$ wei . lol . Niki , it's okay la . i know how you're addicted to late night movies . we'll lepak some other time .

service

hello fellas . I've just finished my essays . woohoo !! Aaaaanyways , just came back from Friday night service . Saw CarlCheongCheeSoon , JeremyLamYikTong , Ben and one more guy whose name i do not know . There were heapsa people . Too bad NikiBai and ShiYun cant make it la . But SzeYuen and PuiPing came . I saw heapsa people who made me laugh tonight . Philemon , RongTau , Joshua , Ken , Sam and Carl talked to me . They were very friendly la i guess . lol . Philemon cracked me up the most . He knows why . Carl shocked me from just beside the wall . swt . Jeremy said hi and JoonJoon didnt dare to look at me . Carl talked to me and *haih* he said that he's ugly and blablabla . Takde semangat to argue with him la . hmm . Maybe will find him in msn , perhaps ? Jeremy sorry for not talking to you . Too many people around you la . Very hard to talk to you . Oh and by the way , ShiYun , come to church next sunday . If not someone's so gonna scold me . I might be going for service on sunday . Not sure . Maybe i'll sleep ? Nah . Wanna go church . Niki you better come . lol .

arghhhh . msn's cacat again . I'll stop here . Byes .

lets FLYY =)

NIKIBAI here

this looks like Jinder * alot* hahaha

do u feel what i'm feeling now?? this is awesome babyyyyy =)

currently feeling eager to go overseas. i have no idea why?? today as i woke up in the afternoon* i'm a sleeoyhead* i just felt like going overseas. CRazy right???? yeah thats me!! Just felt like getting my ass outta Malaysia and taste new cultures and IDONTMINDTHEUNITEDSTATESOFAMERICA XDDDDDD!!

I don't mind flying to perth also if someone would ever be so munuficient to offer me complimentary plane ticket seats. Hahaha.

Bored

Just finish studying . I'm so bored right now . Wanted to go out , but mum is not feeling well . I've decided to join the Global Youth Leadership Camp in San Diego , USA . This camp helps you to build up your confidence and train your leadership skills .

Okay , Now my problem starts . I have to write 2 essays , 500 words each in order to participate . Not only that , there's limited places and only 5 chosen ones from Malaysia can go . AARGHHHHH !! I have absolutely NO IDEA what to write . I've started to write one of the essays of about 450 words . One more to do . Heapsa homework piling up . Lotsa stuff to do . HOW ???? God , please help me .

Hmm , I miss ShiYun , alot . Hope she comes this friday . It's been ages since I last seen her . Oh and Niki , I miss you too . :)

replying to NikiBai

i'm replying her latest post . NIKI !!!!!!! I MISS OUR SLEEPOVER TOO !!!!!! I miss the ice

creams at 4am in the morning . I also miss the late night outs supper where we would take a

glance at *ahemahem* in stadium after saturday service . lol . I miss our 4am-in-the-morning-

laugh . I miss hanging out with you la .

:( oh and i dont like the stadium fella

la . How many times wanna tell you ? now i need to find new target . x] oh and JoonJoon and

Jeremy , it's not him . I dont really like him already .

signing off . Bye .

Niki's turn=)

LOL, alright i'm here to do my part. Why?
Yeah, Shana has been ever so NICE and DILIGENT to blog. XD

Everything has been pretty hectic lately especially homework and all. Imagine, holidays also u have a bunch of homework piling up. *jumps down building and dies*. LMAO anyway, i've been missing our sleepovers LIKE ALOT lately. LOL, remembering us staying up all night and talking all the nonsensical crap.

Requesting ice-cream at 4.00 a.m and talking about who we'd be engaged to next time when we grow older is DEEEEEPPLLLLYY MISSSSEEDDDD!!!!!!

p.s Shana wants to marry ice-kacang man in stadium. *LMAO*
I'm gonna travel around the world in my private jet with a hot hunky guy in hot aviators* hahahahah*

*someone pls help me understand PHYSICS, maybe a hot PHYSICS guru would do =P*

toodles =)

my friend

Hey everyone . Just came back from church . My cousin sis is coking dinner . Yuuuuuuuum . I'm doing this out of boredom . I'm not doing this to bore you . x] I was late to church today because of some problems . After our CG , we chat as usual . Niki and me were trying to be ohsofriendly and talked to this girl named Racheal . Later on , as i was about to leave , i introduced my brother to JeremyLam . He was like , 'hey.' . My bro shook his hand and said , 'I'm Kevin.' . Andand you know what he said ? He just said 'okay.' I was like ' WHAAA ? YOU AR . . ' He just laughed a little . Huiyohh . If like that very hard to make friends wan lahhh dude . :/ But today he was okay . Jeremy i mean . He said hi to me and that's good i think . Okay , i'm crapping . I've got nothing to do la . So i'm just telling out what happened today . Niki , you'd better update . :P

hmm , i think i'll go and do what bored people do , which is idontknowwhat . Bye .

new friends

Okay , so I've made a few friends lately . Some of them are not that new . But i'm chatting with them on msn , and they are like really nice and really friendly . Okay , so let me introduce them . They're JasonYeo , JoonYang , JeremyLam and CarlCheong . They're pretty cool once you get to know them . i kinda force them to say hi to me . HAHAHAHA . Yeah . I know i'm bad . x] But what to do la ? They're so shy . Need to get them to mix around so that they make new friends . But , they have no faith upon themselves . Personally , i think they're cute and friendly . HAHAHAHA . Yeah , that's me talking . I don't know them really well because i seldom mix with them at church . Sorry la . So CGMC people , get to know them . They're nice people , and friendly too . Oh , and by the way , this is Shana blogging . Not Niki . :)

Okay , my mum's scolding me . I think i'll introduce them one by one in the next post .

Till next time .

let's get started

Okay . I have no idea what to write in here . Hey everyone . We're Nikibai and ShanaLooi . Okay . First things first . Niki wanted to have this blog because she wants us to jot down our daily stuff , crushes and our lil stories . And she's been bugging me to have a blog . But we decided to have a joint blog instead . Okay , this might be boring , but hey ? This is my first time la . So DONT laugh . oh and JoonYang asked me to include his name in . But i dont think he's gonna get famous through our blog . x] So i think that's it for today unless something pops into my mind and refresh it then maybe i'll write it down .